Sunday, October 19, 2008


I haven't really felt like blogging much. I have been having many disturbing dreams. Aaron has been dealing with some serious sadness. He stays in his bed a lot and is just not wanting to do much of anything. Wesley is not dealing well at all, but in a different sort of way. Things seem to be changing in our lives. I can't really explain it all. I know that things will get better and I don't want to sound all depressed. It's just that some days are blah. Today is one of those for me. Too much on my mind.......Not enough energy to do anything........just blah...............haven't done anything really except go to church...............most everyone was napping this afternoon.............I think we are all just.....dealing....the best way we know how.

'The will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you.'


Celestial Freak said...

It's OK my friend, you all need time and God's healing hands in order to get though this. Be open and honest when you can, but don't beat yourself up either when you don't feel up to blogging. There is a lot you have to deal with yourself with all of this, as well as putting on a strong face and support for you guys. Hang in there, I'm praying for you. I know it's rough, grief is never a happy or glamorous thing, but it is a part of life.

Carla said...

This is one of my favorite verses. I find power in it. I'm sorry for your little ones. How their hearts must ache. My heart goes out to your and yours. (I have always found when I'm the blah-est (or my children were) if I did service for others it lifted me, because its the pure love of Christ. Just a thought) Bless you and yours!

Kathi said...

I'm so sorry for all of your pain. I can imagine a young boy feeling a bit frightened and wondering how God allowed this to happen. It's so hard to understand. We live in a fallen world where bad things really do happen to good people. God is still right there loving us, but it still hurts. I imagine there's a bit of shock still occurring in all of you too. I pray that the Lord would bring healing to all of you. Hugs, Kathi

Lori said...

I know what you are saying.

There are some days I dont' want to get out of bed either.

If you are having this dreary, cold, rainy, snowy(yes, it snowed here yesterday), windy weather that we are having now..that doesn't help matters either.

It is so awesome to find comfort in God's word isn't it.
I hope you get to feeling better.